since im waiting for JY to finish studying..i thought i'd blog about something that happened really recently..but i'm just gonna make it really fast and brief and get straight to the point..

honestly..i think some people need to realise that not everything revolves around them..its almost disgusting the way some people can be that selfish..grow up..u need to mature and start realising that there are people who are worse off than you..and yet they dont complain half as much as you..or react in such an immature and silly manner..you're only looking in the mirror and not what's outside of your reflection..but its really what's outside that is hurting..and you are the reason for that..

i cant stand people who have double standards about things..i find it very revolting..i admit im not perfect..but i dare say i dont treat people with such outright double standards..im more appalled by the fact that i actually admired you and the way you were so passionate about your work..but now i see there's another side to you..that has totally changed my opinion about you..what you told me on two occasions have completely twarted my respect for you..i thought the first occasion was forgivable but the second has just proved it..its really disheartenning to have to see this..

i really dont know what is the best way to react..i probably wont do anything about it because i guess im in no position to..and what could have been done i have already said..all i know is that im just very sad..and very disappointed more than im angry..i just hope one day realisation will hit and a change will occur..

to my dearest friend who has been deeply hurt..hang in there alright?
God still loves you.
i love you too!
(: