aunt agony cant solve her own problems...

its always easier to give out advice rather than to heed it.
i gave out advice that would be very useful to me right now.
but i cant follow it.
i just cant.
because i'd be risking it.
and i cant bear to.

anyhow its not like i'll ever do anything anyway.
heh.
i always wait.
even if it means to wait blindly.
sigh.
oh well.

better to sit in silence rather than to ruin the amity between us...

Lord, You know my heart
And all my desires
And the secret things I'll never tell
Lord, You know them well

Though I may be young
I see and understand
That at times like sheep we go astray
And things get out of hand

So I promise to be true to You
To live my life in purity
As unto You
Waiting for the day
When I hear You say
Here is the one I have created
Just for you

Until then, O Lord
I will be content
Knowing that true love
Will come someday
It will only come from You

Cause I have seen the suffering
That loneliness can cause
When we choose to give our love away
Without a righteous cause