Friday, April 08, 2005

God is good, what else can i say?
He never fails to take me through the day
no matter how hard, no matter how grey
even if the world should leave me in dismay.

God is good, who else can compare?
His love and patience only to care
for a child so useless and so bare
to look up to her Father, she wouldnt dare.

God is good, when is He not?
From the beginning He has sought
me out from the rubble and fought
for me with love which cannot be bought.

its almost 12 noon and i just woke up from a much needed beautiful and peaceful sleep..
its been ages since my body clock has allowed me to sleep beyond 8 or 9am..
and i thank God for this timely blessing..
He understood how much my body really required this good rest..

French oral test on monday went a lot better than i expected and it was definitely a truckload less stressful than my first one..
me and gina had a relatively easy topic (FOOD!!! - which i was really praying hard for) and we just seemed to have such a good time during the short minutes we were given to prepare it..
haha..gina even had the time to sms..haha..
Our tutor being such a whacky and humourous person also assisted in relieving the anxiety..
he just kept joking and inputing wise cracks..some of which are just plain stupid. trust me. Ha.

marketing presentation went better than i expected too esp. since its been ages since i last presented anything..
but the success of it definitely has to be credicted to our dear wee wee!
and if i learnt anything from this (or rather him) its *ahem* i quote, "If you're gonna do something, do it well".
we owe you a lunch treat wee wee! geylang frog leg porridge and tau huay!

french test yesterday, however, was absolute crap.
especially the listenning part. i didnt get half of what those bloody (say this word with a brit accent) french people were rattling. and i do literally mean rattling. they speak so fast and join all their words that it just sounds to me like a whole string of gibberish. haha. in the end i had to guess where their final destinations were. bah.
to top it all off, i was having a gargantuan hellofva headache.
God was really my source of strength as i sat through the 1 and half hour paper that required the non-stop usage of brain juice.

was completely drained after the test as i slept all the way to serangoon gardens..
was feeling awfully grouchy too..
but i was woken up from lalaland by an anonymous call..heh..but it was a much needed call..
oh and guess what..it took me, michele and gina almost two whole hours to get to sgn gdns..
and we sat "three freaking buses" just to reach the coveted food paradise..
but the journey was well worth it..
we savoured chai tau kueh, hokkien mee, stingray, sotong and a huge glass of sugarcane..
it was our way of patting ourselves on the back for having lasted three LONG days of endless brain-draining work..

in life, anything can happen and will happen.
as i was praying before going to sleep last night..i was thinking about how i thought my life would be like a week ago, a month ago, 6 months ago, even a year ago..
a week ago i was panicking over my french test, behaving like a worry wot, stressing myself out with "i cant afford to screw it up again"...
a month ago i was contemplating about how i would get through my projects due and how i would last through so many more lessons of french..
6 months ago i was thinking how long more all the emotional frustration and confusion would continue to torment me..
a year ago i was lamenting about having to start school again and worrying how i would get through uni life alone..

i smiled and
i thanked God.
and decided not to wonder about tomorrow.
(:

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