u know..i always wondered what i did wrong to you..
what in the world did i do or say or whatever to you or against you or maybe indirectly to you that things have to come to such as this..
its just a whole load of rubbish if you ask me..
amazing how we have plunged into such a ridiculously silent state..
and every week i have to go through the same emotions again..
if its not hurting you its hurting me..

i realise that ive been running around more often this year..
going out..spontaneous breakfast..lunches..dinners..suppers..movies..free esplanade concerts..aimless outings..attempted studying sessions.."nua-ing" gatherings..shopping sprees (ok maybe this doesnt count.hurhur.) and even impromtu chat sessions at the bus-stop (though pei 'e isnt around to have it with me anymore. sigh.)..
but i have to admit that i miss just having one particular person to do all these things with..
someone whos there for you all the time and makes time to do the stuff u wanna do with you..
guess im just reminiscing on the not-too-long-ago past..
which i confess i didnt really treasure as much as i ought to have..
and..haha..i conclude i must have been an absolute pain then..

its already been about nine months..
we've both moved on with our lives..
but yet when i think about all we did (ok maybe not all we did.) and what you've done for me..
i cant help but smile..
dont forget about our meal yeah..
gotta be really soooooooooooon (*supergiantsizedbighinthere*) cause my exams are in 2 weeks time..

argh.
exams. the dreaded E word. only 5 letters but it packs such a punch it has already bruised me with two black eyes..
really really really tired.
my body is like going nutty too.
it cant seem to decide whether it wants to go into a state of fever or not and its leaving me hanging in between..
like im tired and feel so heaty and yet i cant reach the point where i'm actually sick.
very annoying.
oh well.
think i should start sleeping more a.k.a reverting back to my usual sleeping pattern..
but something's keeping me awake during those ungodly wee hours of the day..


































and thats..
*drumroll please*

















































my books.


































hur hur.
*wink*