sigh.
why is the weekend passing by so fast?
just one more day and its back to work.
now i know how it feels. how precious weekends are.

well.works been ok i guess.
horribly long hours.everyday i count down the hours till i end.
doesnt help that he cant reply me all the time.
but its ok.im supposed to be working anyway.hurhur.
well.i should be thankful i got a job.and the aunties are great.
though i cant say the same about the other younger ladies in the other dept.
tsk.

besides counting down till the 25th of may.
more importantly im looking forward to the 20th of june.
and hopefully (kat crosses her fingers..and..er..toes if that helps at all.haha.) that the flight timings would at least be a few hours apart.if not.sigh.defeats the whole purpose.

God is gracious.
He has blessed me with an amazing mum who seriously, in our lingo, rawks.
All she (and of cuz my dearest daddy) wants is for me to be happy.
going shopping with her tomorrow and during the june holz when we have more time (we're going to do the tai-tai thing and go for another hi-tea.haha.u can come with us.hurhur.)

but more importantly, she has given me more than just material possessions.
gentle reminders: "don't buy things that you already have. start saving for the future. having a family is going to be expensive."
advice: "a relationship is not just about 2 people. it has to include God. its like a triangle, all existing in harmony. besides God, you have to learn to open up and allow more people to share in the relationship. family, friends. people who you turn to when theres a problem and people who will constantly be looking out for you two."
simple expectations: "he needs to love God first. and of course he needs to be responsible."
subtle actions of concern: "so when is he coming back..oh 20th..only in june?"

i love you mum.
(:

its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night.But I rather have you here with me.